Fear

Everyone has very different types of fear. Some rational and some irrational that it just seems very stupid to others.

I am afraid of pregnant women. Seriously they have this lil landmine in their stomach. I tend to keep my distance from them at all times -_- ....because you never know, what if you trip and fall and bump into their belly and they go into forced labour!.....which is another scary thing....babies being born are scary too....yes i have seen it -_-

Also I have a fear of the dark. Not because there are monsters or bogeyman. Its because in the dark you don't know what is in there. Its just the uncertainty of the unknown which makes me paranoid.

Lastly which would be the biggest fear; fear of losing people. Sure you can say people die and i accept that because i have no control over it. If i get attached to someone (which i tend to very easily due to my puppy dog nature -_-) it hurts when you lose them (as in their friendship or something else). I hate to be forgotten or abandoned by someone. But hey the feelings that you have for them (no matter how strong) will very rarely be the same as they have for you.  Yet if its like I'm 'giving' myself so much and feeling vulnerable at times I would forget that in an instant when they give you their attention and be with you.

Well that's all for now. I gotta start getting ready and head to work yay!

TOODLES!

My Lovely Customers

Well i work at a retail store. Have been there for a lil over 2yrs i believe. Anywhoo today i had two customers who had problems with their nipples -_- . 'Holy fuck why me!' what went through my head at both times. 

First lady asked me if the nail-bitter (thing you put on nails to prevent from biting nails) is safe enough to put on her nipples so that it would discourage/stop her son from have late night munchies on her boobs. Seriously  -_-....... one; you don't put that chemical on your nipples! and second; why don't you give that baby a nail polish to suck on while you are at it! 

Second customer....a dude...with a lil girl toddler (so cute). So he needs something for his wife who has a blister kinda on her nipple. And she is a breast-feeding. So i show ask him to follow me to the lanolin stuff and guess what he leaves his daughter behind.  So i point out that it would be a good idea if he brings his daughter along. And he goes "oh right right -insert kid's name- come along now".... wtf -_- ...irresponsible...

Sssiiiggghh....and then stupid lady who was freaking whiny about using organic crap and hwy didn't we carry more 'organic' soaps and junk....well when she was whining i was near by but she was talking with another co-worker of mine. BUT! ....i had to deal with her about questions on purifier.... What she basically wanted was to get rid of the cooking smell that her downstairs tenant make. Which she said after freaking 15min after whining about the price and the way some of them look like... -_-

So basically air purifiers kills the germs in your air and makes the air cleaner. Its benefitial to; asthma patients, if you live right by the main hi traffic road area you get a lot of pollution also if there is a kids or babies in the house it just kills the germs in the air. So it does not remove the cooking smell. So i said that line about freaking 5times and for some fucking reason its like she hasn't heard it at all! So I'm freaking close to telling her to go shove some cork up her nose. So instead;

Me: "What you need is not an air purifier, you need an air freshener"

Stupid Lady: "Oh really you means all that spray stuff with the chemicals?"

Me: "No no we have and organic one which is safe for the environment and harmful chemical free"

Stupid Lady: "Oh that's good i like organic and i care about the environment too"

.....oh reeeeeaaaalllyyy......well bitch you should know that air purifier which you were bent on getting generates freaking ozone!  >_<

Okie dokie....i think I'm good now.......  XD

TOOODLES!

After a week (plus a day)

So hows it looking? Messy right? Well still work in progress, kinda just mucking around with the html coding because i have no idea -_- . I just think 'hmm what will happen if i delete this and add that' and do it. Perhaphs that's why things kinda looks clunky in the design. 

I might have to kill the background and keep it simple. Maybe its my browser but it takes time for it to load. So far i like the sidebar the way it turned out but kinda have to fix the footer design. Oh well more work to be done woohoo! XD

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Template making

Hiya y'all!

Well lets see its been a week i think since i last touched photoshop to make a blog template. NOT as easy as it seemed to me at the moment. But i will finish one dammit! >_<   Don't care if its the crappiest of crap looking blog template from craptown. It will be made! and functional!. Functional is what its not being. Its all pretty nice looking and everything but just not working. Why? No freaking idea -_- ......but not gonna give up on this (yay my stuborness). Might take a few months or so or years or decades or centuries. And that is all therefore i bid ya adieu.

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