Gonna be lonely...

Well there has been recent events which happened in my family.

On Wednesday night mom gets a phone call saying that my uncle (dad's younger bro) is missing. There was a mutiny going  inside the army and it became a bloodbath. Unfortunately my uncle is one of the Colonels. At that point we didn't know if he is dead or alive.

Just read some of the news on the net and you'll see what I'm talking about (on Bangladesh). 

So my parents left on Friday afternoon and wont be back till June 1st. And i swear if someone says 'oh its a perfect time to have a house party now' I'm gonna bitch slap the crap out of them. 

But I'll be doing something for my b-day i guess. Mum said i should, just to enjoy it a lil bit.  Which is not gonna happen. I haven't been without my mum on my birthday before. Its just she does things on my b-day to me (like affectionate gestures i mean), its gonna be a depressing. Example one thing we do the same is buy flowers, mostly with lilies in it. I do it for her b-day, mother's day too. Both her and mine favorite flower is lily.

Well all i do now is look after my bro (who btw has never been without mum ever). And just keep hoping my uncle is alive. I mean he's been to very dangerous places before and survived it. So I'm very sure he's still alive. :) . He's a very awesome dude. So many stories i have about him and me. He's the one who taught me pranks at my early age and he was like a fun big bro/ kid. Well he still is even though he has two young kids of his own. He's still a blast of fun.

TOODLES!