Fear

Everyone has very different types of fear. Some rational and some irrational that it just seems very stupid to others.

I am afraid of pregnant women. Seriously they have this lil landmine in their stomach. I tend to keep my distance from them at all times -_- ....because you never know, what if you trip and fall and bump into their belly and they go into forced labour!.....which is another scary thing....babies being born are scary too....yes i have seen it -_-

Also I have a fear of the dark. Not because there are monsters or bogeyman. Its because in the dark you don't know what is in there. Its just the uncertainty of the unknown which makes me paranoid.

Lastly which would be the biggest fear; fear of losing people. Sure you can say people die and i accept that because i have no control over it. If i get attached to someone (which i tend to very easily due to my puppy dog nature -_-) it hurts when you lose them (as in their friendship or something else). I hate to be forgotten or abandoned by someone. But hey the feelings that you have for them (no matter how strong) will very rarely be the same as they have for you.  Yet if its like I'm 'giving' myself so much and feeling vulnerable at times I would forget that in an instant when they give you their attention and be with you.

Well that's all for now. I gotta start getting ready and head to work yay!

TOODLES!